And life goes on

Sometime I feel I have lot of things floating in my mind but still find that I’ve nothing. Well, the sentence looks a bit weird, but I always feel like this. Whenever I read an article, I feel all those were in my mind, but I never thought of those the why author has presented them. Then I feel that I should thought about other things in my mind and put them on paper, but find nothing at all. Again when I start reading another article, same thing revealed.
Yesterday looking through down newspaper I found an interesting article. The fact is I mostly find useful articles in down written by female authors, though sometime I feel women are sluggish, may be lacking the ability of writing and presenting ideas myself make me think like this. I mean to say that I may be dumb myself.
Darn it, come to the article.
I read about the life cycle. When we reach our late twenties, people start telling us that its time to tie a knot. Even friends tell to each other- your are getting old and its time to act, but only few think seriously, or most think seriously but feel that they have no control on all these things.
As a male dominant society, we don’t face much criticism and problems whether we get married sooner or later, but for female it become extremely annoying. They have no other option than to get married before reaching their thirties. People don’t think about their professional life but believe that they are born to get married as soon as possible. For girls prime time of their marriage is early twenties.
Once get married, people start talking about the result of the fusion. There need to be a baby after year or so. The gossip don’t stop here, there need to be another cute baby to accompany the first one after year or two. When both of the children start schooling, people feel that the couple needs to have third one as they have no one in home to play with. Eh, WAF!
Then it comes to their children marriages. They are compelled to start thinking about their children marriages and the cycle goes on.

Life, a precious gift of God

Live a life full of joy and amusement. Enjoy every bit of it, coz its only once and never be repeated. Once you leave, you will find no way to get back.
By enjoyment I don't mean make other people sick, behave like there is no one around you. You should give space to people around you and let them enjoy their life the way they wish.
The most crucial thing I've seen in our society is that people don't respect each other. We sometime hate person next to us coz of his religious association, speak language other than us or have different culture etc. This isn't fair. We should respect each other coz we are all human beings. God has given everyone freedom to choose whatever path one likes. God has created heaven and hell, and He will decide everyone’s fate on judgment day. We haven’t been given authority to force anyone to choose what we have chosen for ourselves. We can only give him/her a piece of advice, letting everything else on him, between him and God. He will bear what he chooses for himself, not us.
We should keep in mind that we will be respected only when we respect others. We shouldn't waste our life spreading hate, but preach love instead.

Militants ambush school bus in Orakzai Agency

Sad news in the morning made me sick. Militants ambush school bus, killing four students and injuring several others.
I don't have words to condemn this brutal attack. Those responsible should be brought to justice and sentenced to death. Meanwhile, till the last reports residence has taken firm action against those involved and intense firing is still underway between militants and local residence.
These militants first came to our area for Islamic law (Shariah), but now they are killing innocent civilians. One can easily understand their motives.
These coward militants don't have the courage to face us; they are attacking young school children instead. Few months back, they'd attacked similar school bus, killing 7 innocent students between the age of 11 and 15. Government had done nothing, and no one was arrested. This is second such attack.
The people of our area are now fully aware of what are their motives, and I hope everyone there will dealt with them the way the need to be.
Stand united everyone and kick their asses.

It’s worth giving everything for freedom

We were never slave, we were never ruled. We were living free life as we were born free. We have our own customs. The customs we blindly follow, that are everything for us. Living in tribal areas we decided to affiliate with Pakistan, but condition was that government will never enter its troops in our area. We will defend borders ourselves, we will never bow in front of our enemy.
In the war that was opposed on our country, we fought bluntly. We never thought for a second about our lives. We were of the view that we can sacrifice our lives hundred times for our country, and we did.
But what happened then...
In order to get more aide form allies, we were thrown into sectarian violence; we were used in afghan war in the name of religion. Our homes were leveled because terrorist sneak into our country. Actually they never came themselves, but were created and brought by our government with the help of United States. The aim was to weaken the then supper power USSR and force him to leave Afghanistan. People were brought from all around the world; some were paid, other volunteer. They were given weapons of all sorts. Although most of those weapons were used in the afghan war, but they also spread all over, they were used by tribes against each other. They reach to the hands of criminals. All these things happened with the consent of the country we had decided to get affiliated with.
What a great country, having brilliant politicians and army officers.
Just give us some space and see how much we sacrifice for our country. Just give us freedom from those who were created, and now are your enemies no 1. Just give us some freedom. If you can’t do it, surrender and leave it on us. We will handle with them. We will sacrifice our lives, our children lives, but will get our freedom back.

Our immature media

A hot debate in media is going on these days, whether or not the then premier Nawaz Sharif was on board on military operation in Karachi. Initially the operation was launched against criminals and then extended to achieve certain political goals. As I was young at that time, having no clue of what politics was all about; however it is said that the operation was aimed at weakening MQM, formally Muhajir Qaumi Movement and current Muttahida Qaumi Movement.
Brig (r) Imtiaz who was force to retire from army due to his involvement in wide range of corruption, appeared in media revealing some secret about the operation.
Before his appearance, news of American black water marines and minus one formula etc was circulating in the media. But all these things disappeared from the scene when Brig(r) Imtiaz revelation got strong hold. Private TV channels were trying hard to go ahead of each other.
Whatever the facts are, one thing is, however, clear that those media personal especially hosts are thirsty to brought politicians and retired army personal to their shows and make ground for them to fight as they have no other choice. These media personals have no interest in the problems of the common people; instead they want to collect more money by making their shows popular. They throw a piece of bone between rival and then enjoy their allegation on each other. Eh, how pity.

Feeling of being alone is like in bloody hell

It's weird, pathetic and scary when you feel you are alone. People around you will have no value, no value at all as you will be with them physically but no mentally, like a live corpse.
The situation become even more deteriorating when you find nothing to share your feeling with.
Sadness, tiredness, anxiety and what not.
I'm feelen like this at the moment, counting days to be where I want to be, but how many days I can spend there. I don't have anything in my hands, living like a robot, programmed to move back and forth, live which I want to leave and leave where I want to live. I, sometime, feel that my heart is sinking, that i will be dead by morning, as it doesn't matter. It's good to be dead than a live corpse.